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keep holding my hand;so we dont get separated

Monday, February 28, 2005

actually i would prefer if the blog's viewed
in SMALLER text size on the friggin browser.
who knows what size people enjoy viewing the web in..
nowadays. :) tadaas it would ensure the best...
VIEWING STANDARDDS. wahaha.

OK IM soo GONE.

10:38 PM

i've gots a math test tomorrow. -cues rejoicing.
when i say "a math test" the "a" actually refers to..
like one single thing. but when i was about to type
what math test i realised it was alr there.
THE A Math test.

this simple blog is updated to fulfill the lives
of people who thrive on knowing the ins-and-outs
of this simple life.
simple life filled with the usual reluctance of studying
for the everyday tests
[why else would my fingers linger..
with procrastination over the keys..]
grrraaarrw.

i WILL drive myself up the wall-
without any help of a car, thank you,
if i do not watch all these nice nice movies
with their fancy adverts, flashing enticing
shots of better parts of the movies
i need to growl to vent the urgewhich
wont be satisfied. grrr.
cus if i do watch them all....
i'll be broke. piannggg -shatters.

ok shit im so hopeless at logarithiums
no one'll believe.
LOG.
-remains pinned down by dozens of logs.
one minute later...........
-suffocates.
that teaches you not to play with log.
better SCRAM before i totally die
of hopelessnes.sssss
shhhhhsshshshh.

smite me almighty ssshhmitarr.

10:06 PM

Friday, February 25, 2005

myheartisbrokenimlyingheremythoughtsarechokingonyoumydear....
together, nice song. mms. but i cant seem to findmy burnt avril cd........
must have set it on fire. note:burnt. AHHAHA NOT FUNNY. -sulkass

i cant believe someone has the same nick as me. well. part thereof. HAHA.
see laaa joanne and her dig-nose ahem. quote and unquote "exquisite piece of art".
dumdeedums.

im so outta touch. with. the world. the people. the food. NO.
recently i've been VERY in touch with the food. lols.

my eyelids r so droopy, like. one of the seven dwarfs. whatever his name is. i forget.
something about being droopy. lols and my blog will be infested with lack-of-content content.

i should take a hike. not literally. i need to take a hike from myself. astro-projection!
yes once i master that skill i shall take my longdeserving hike. -pants.
i think my brain's going all.. gooey. chummy. churning crap out lolssssss.
i can feel it sloshing ard in my head.
just like how my blog's sloshing around in the murky beneaths of the internet.
like someone said on my tagboard. ahemmm.
lols.

leadership "camp" tmr! the pathetic one, 3 hrs long,
and where they show some ppt slides about team building,
or other what-nots, and play some weird games. grr. lols
or at least that's what i rmb from the last "camp".
aiyers i've been blogging for one hr but mostly concentrated on convos
where crap is being dished out like those nine course dinners you have
at lavish restaurants. dumdeedumsss.
you end up so full you can barely totter out aliveee!! lols i think that's right.
hrmms right. from this last few paras, i can derive a conclusion............
its time for beauty sleep which makes me an un-beauty. waha.
(note:that was suppose to sound monotonous)
my brain is SO dead. full of dead and dying cells.
kinda explains the storage space. gruntgrunt.

after this i'll shut down
like how i'm gonna shut down the com in 5,4,3,2,1.
its so pointless to see them all in the same line
but im too lazy to stretch my pinky over to the enter key
even tho it keeps stretching over to the backspace to undo the wrongs i've typed.
too bad you can press undo in real life.

TOODLES AND WONDERFUL NIGHT.

11:36 PM

Thursday, February 17, 2005

Only One

Broken this fragile thing now and I can't, I can't pick up the pieces & I've thrown my words all around, but I can't, I can't give you a reason. I feel so broken up, And I give up, I just want to tell you so you know.. Here I go, scream my lungs out and try to get to you, you are my only one, I let go, there's just no one that gets me like you do, You are my only, my only one.. Made my mistakes, let you down, And I can't, I can't hold on for too long. Ran my whole life in the ground, And I can't, I can't get up when you're gone. And something's breaking up, I feel like giving up, I won't walk out until you know.. Here I go, scream my lungs out and try to get to you, You are my only one. I let go, there's just no one who gets me like you do, You are my only, my only one.. Here I go so dishonestly, Leave a note for you my only one. And I know you can see right through me, So let me go and you will find someone.... Here I go, scream my lungs out and try to get to you, You are my only one. I let go, there's just no one, no one like you, You are my only, my only one. My only one, My only one, My only one, You are my only, my only one.

lalalas no one wants to sing for our class, the song jy changed. it's too high laa.

7:37 PM

Thursday, February 03, 2005

oh what joy,
a new blog.
MORE ranting space.

actually i felt like ranting....

one hour ago. guess not anymore.
-smirks.
tatas till the next time i feel the need
to get rid of the jumble in my head.
which is most of the time.

or.......not.

this is fun . . .
ok i shall not get too fanciful on my first entry.
might drive ppl nuts.

ok im still here. tadaaas.
thinkingdrivesmenuts. [yay for nuts!]
sanity's inching its way towards..
the edge.

am tired of seeing people.
their smiles.
practially plastered onto their faces.
then you do a double take
when they put pen to paper
everything tumbles out like. crap.
so quick you cant see.
turns out to be an sham.

in one single moment
you see all that you can see
frustration, overwhelming sadness.
all the emotional shite. (shit seems too vulgar. ehhs..?)
then. everything's back to normal.

so many lies. close to you. everywheree.
dont you see it too?

yayys ok my ranting for today is done.
i'll be gone.

oh yayys i managed to change the size of the friggin font
if not it'll look friggin ugly.
like big and bulky.
sorry i dont do bulky.
but its so tedious this way. -sulks.

8:08 PM