keep holding my hand;so we dont get separated

Saturday, October 29, 2005

helluuus
my interest in blogging is..
beginning to ebb booos
im hating wht i see when i type
it just doesnt seem good enough even for myself
ooh doesnt this explain the missing entries hehs
but here's an update DOOOODS
UPDATE.
thr.x)

im not studying for olvls chi cus
i dont need to HAHAH!
okayys.here ends the flaunting.
results rnt exactly stunningly good,
room for improvement.
still not getting how those papers at the end of yrs
define our results.it just doesnt cut it.ohwells.




im thinkin....i need time.
gosh i am such an moron when it comes to such stuff
's times like these i wish someone cud read my mind
&explain to me whts wrong.
cus i cant trust myself to think properly
it just wudnt be right.
its so easy to fall in
&before the feeling caresses your fingertips
you fall out,so hurt's abound
you cant do a thing;its allover.
AH why r my parents on my case for fiddling with my phone
like for five friggin minutes evry one hour or something?!
preposterous!that,i seriously dont get.rahh.

hehs ppl r just so random its amusing,really.
whywhyy do thoughts havta be so temporary
ppl r baffling.
why cant i tune in a lil btr
concentrate a lil more
ayees.
9:10 PM


Sunday, October 02, 2005

And I'd give up forever to touch you
cus I know that you feel me somehow
You're the closest to heaven that I'll ever be
And I don't want to go home right now
And all I can taste is this moment
And all I can breathe is your life
cus sooner or later it's over
I just don't want to miss you tonight
And I don't want the world to see me
cus I don't think that they'd understand
When everything's made to be broken
I just want you to know who I am
And you can't fight the tears that ain't coming
Or the moment of truth in your lies
When everything feels like the movies
And you bleed just to know you're alive
And I don't want the world to see me
cus I don't think that they'd understand
When everything's made to be broken
I just want you to know who I am


i think ive been blogging crap this month
or since ...forever.
if i didnt know me,
i'd know better to call woodbridge.



&now its down to three friggin days,
can i say 'damn,i didnt try'?
11:30 PM