keep holding my hand;so we dont get separated

Saturday, August 27, 2005

figured out yet?
actually i intended to have this wholee entry
in that stupid nonsensical way
but now someone has it figured out,
guess it wont be any fun anymore
lols.

im not a very public person,
i'll admit
i wont have me splattered all over this blog
people scrutinizing this crap
cus that's not how i am.
i'll go round as many times
as i wished
but refrain from getting to the point
people always expect so much
out of everything
in fact
i hate when things arent as good as i expect
doesnt that mildly make me a perfectionist

isit so tough
to just take things for what they r
and stop fitting boundaries round them
people keep mum-there's a shy one!
people read books-there's a nerd!
people talk loud-they're happy!
but thats not how it is
they cud always use loud
to cover the soft
read the books
to drive away the boredom
keep mum
to speak louder inside

well jolly well get the machine
from the far corner there then.
it'll do all the work
where rejects r cast out
perfection&no less is expected
the best,sifted out
grade A quality!
ayes remember
how i'll be in the other pile--
where the dark is all
that cud have been,
haven't i always.

*__
so bottle up old love,
throw it out to sea
watch it away as you cry
1:12 PM