keep holding my hand;so we dont get separated

Tuesday, August 09, 2005

hey blogga happy national day.
sheesh


imagine having layers of makeup
caked on your face
isit possible
it shields you from yourself
while letting you become
someone else entirely
beneath that mask

..feelings can be masks.
can they?
like how getting high
makes you do uncharacteristical stuff
letting you be happy
without having to worry bout stuff
just for a moment
let your mind run free
thinkin bout only nownownoww
is that y ppl get super low after highs
sheesh whatever.

sometimes if you just stop to think
'stead of yakking non-stop
watch the people around
you'll see how silly they are
like even an atomic bomb
can barely leave a trace on the conversation
they cant see
how ppl watch them
since people dont really matter
;guess i do that too much
stopping to watch ppl
makes you forget bout
those even nearer

i am....
afraid. a move.
where to?
i cant..cus
i need a guide
'else its like groping in the dark
so,TAKEMEAWAY;
,just waiting...
know how to get away from yourself?
get to someone else

anticipating is the nice part,
butwhen expectations arent met
try not to fall too hardbabe
'else you've got your hopes in heaven
god aint doin the job for you nonoo
hahhah this sounds like..
typical corny song lyrics

this aint fountains of wayne
its fountains of crap
SUPERRBB!
this is A sprawling mess.
i mean A with a capital a,hehhs
siaan.indeed a very nice word to say
YUCK I HATE..puhh.
order in the house!
i need some.
im splattering my brains here
dissecting my own mind
distortin thoughts
yuck.terrible mess
dump-like environment alertt

the other com is throwing a tantrum
doesnt heed what i say
led astray ehs
by the overloading
VIRUSS,SPAM
gotta keep it on a tight leash
BOYOHBOY.
i gotta stop BEING
or else i'll fall worse
than the last.BAM


_you're beautiful,its true
i saw your face
in a crowded place
&i dont know what to do
but i cant escape the truth
i will never be with you
10:50 PM